a month had passed after my surgery. lots of things had happened. whatever it is my fate and destiny is in God's hand.


tomorrow is the much dreaded chemo session. d 1st ever. had talked to quite a few people about the after effects of chemo and everyone has different stories. i don't know how mine going to be. just praying hard that i will survive this n be strong for the sake of my children. i take all these as a test from Allah. He knows what is the best for me.


hope i will be strong tomorrow n can move about as usual after that. i have to because have no one who is able to help me to go through my routine as usual. Amin!!!