Hari Raya

Aidilfitri is lurking nearby. not really excited with d fiasco. hvn't shop anything. already prepare stuff 4 d boys b4 ramadhan. since mum passed away this festive occasion does not really means that much 2 me. d kids r also seems uninterested. so many things refrain me from enjoying hari raya. not keen 2 go back n spend d auspicious day with my gossip monger in-laws. really disgusted with few of them who r snobs. well just hv to tolerate n keep on smiling as if nothing happen. what a life!!!!

blood is thicker than water?????

had been patient for many years but recent event made me think. can i remove this person from my family list?????

sakit hati... geram n all d bad feelings r inside me. unfortunately have no one two share the burden except beloved sis who also had d same feelings. wish i never known this person my entire life. but what to do. we can't pick our family. arghhhhhh.............

it's already coming up to d 6th day of Ramadhan and i yet to break fast with beloved hbby. fortunately fikri never complaint and he couldn't be bothered anyway. as fpr me life goes on as usual. still hvn't finish d 1st verse of holy Quran. felt sleepy by 9 p.m but still manage 2 do terawih on my own.

anyway my little bro promise 2 come 2moro. at least he remembers his big sis. been yrs that we sat 2gether to break fast. how time flies!!!