this is old news actually. in conjunction of my 36th birthday i had 2 birthday party surprises. d 1st one by my neighbour who also d kids babysitter. she took all d trouble 2 cook 4 me n also order cake 2 celebrate d auspicious day. quite embarassing actually since d other neighbours keep on give remarks on how "old" i am 2 hv a birthday celebration. anyway i was quite touch by her kindness since my hubby not around.
d next day my entire 5sc1 manage 2 fool me with their superb acting; muaz and zufar that is. actually i was about 2 cry when amirah told me that both of them were fighting. many bad things conjured up in my mind. so glad that it was only acting. i'm deeply touch with d work that they done in order to celebrate my birthday. thanx 2 d masterminds: nadra n nur aina. even though i always nag all of u but deep down inside me i treat all of u as my children. i wish all of u d best in ur future undertakings. i'll treasure d moment that i spend trying 2 educate all of u 2 become better individuals.

it has been ages since i last written here. nothing much going on in my life except that my hubby is now away working in bintulu. since he always away from me so i guess that doesn't bother me that much. secretly i'm a bit glad coz if he's around all the time i sometimes feel suffocated. not a very nice feeling indeed. got lots of work need to be done but as usual i have the tendency to ignore them. i'll do whatever needs to be done when the time comes. so far i manage to do my work. it just that i work slowly till it get to people's nerves. the children are being themselves. always testing mummy's patience and i definitely do not have any. sometimes i pity them but i have to be strict coz i'm the only parent that they will grow up with. i don't have the intention to relocate to bintulu. guess the kids n i just have each other.

finished with d kawad kaki daerah. happy that my scouts managed 2 get d 2nd place. now waiting 4 d skool's kawad kaki. can't wait 4 everything 2 be finished. got a course 2 attend 2. pemeriksa ujian lisan muet. mcm mana lak i yg kena. hv 2 go 2 klang 2 attend d course. a town where i avoid going due 2 d jam. well what 2 do. it's work. hope 2 finish typing d question ppr 4 mid yr this wkend. i think i really need a rest.

here i am attending a wedding at my sis in law. had 2 take leave in order 2 b here. 2day suppose 2 b another school day but here i am. not very keen 2 be here but have 2 since this is family. if i'm not here i'm sure there will be lots of questions. ppl just don't understand my nature of work including my own hsb. he just fail 2 understand why i hv lots of work 2 do. why i am at work most saturdays coz other ppl r at home enjoying d weekend. why r there so many books that i brought home. why i seems 2 b typing most of d time. well i did my best 2 explain but it's very hard for him 2 accept it. i bet my other friends i having d same prob. how i wish that my life cld be simpler but this is what i want 2 do regardless how helpless i feel most of d time. kudos 2 all my friends who r teachers!!!

Tired!!!

this is d 1st round of sending d books 4 marking this yr. already passed d dateline. i still haven't send anything yet. i'm so left behind in everything i guess. still trying to finish my work but once i'm home nothing can be done properly. wonder how my friends juggle their work. God help me!!!

Endless Work

it's been quite a while i'm offline. don't hv enough time 2 juggle my work n family. next wk xtra class will start. definitely will be coming home late. fariz app with d ent specialist is also next wk. hopefully he'll be ok. i hv 2 prepare 3 q ppr for d upcoming mid-yr exam. just manage 2 type d cover page. at least i did something for starter. still haven't done anything for d majlis anugerah. hopefully i won't end up doing d work alone coz i'm bad at instructing ppl 2 do their job. in d end i do everything on my own. how i wish i can just tk a break from all these.

1 Week Is Not Enough

d holidays already coming to an end. i still haven't finish d work that i brought home. i'm not feeling well due to cold n dry cough. llife been quite stressful since d beginning of d yr. i hv faith that things will get better soon. hopefully.

holidays!!!!!

2day suppose 2 b d starting of 1 wk school holidays but as usual yours truly had 2 go 2 school 2 oversee the scouts marching practice. then next wk xtra class. where d holidays actually. i still hv 2 finish marking d mthly test. 2 more classes 2 be finished. i brought home d students books 2 be marked but i doubted i can finish it coz my 2 sons will always keep me occupied. whatever it is i'm looking forward 2 spend more time with my children n cook 4 them. probably spoil them a little bit.

what a week!!!!

this is d 2nd wk that i hv 2 work till saturday. next wk will be another long wk since d larian sevens is on saturday. on tuesday there will be sukantara. that what i know of what will happen next wk. working on saturday usually will mean a major problem 4 me since the kids nursery will be closed. so yesterday i brought along my 2 boys to work. pity them coz they hv 2 tk a shower very early in d morning. this coming saturday still a long way. so i will think what 2 do with d kids mid next wk. now i just want 2 rest 4 a while coz both of them r sleeping.

1st edition

hi. this is my 1st attempt at blogging. still quite blur n inferior. i might improve later if i have time to spend to surf the net since i'm usually tired after work. more work will be waiting for me at home. feel free 2 share ur experience n ideas of juggling work n family especially if u don't have a maid.