it has been ages since i last written here. nothing much going on in my life except that my hubby is now away working in bintulu. since he always away from me so i guess that doesn't bother me that much. secretly i'm a bit glad coz if he's around all the time i sometimes feel suffocated. not a very nice feeling indeed. got lots of work need to be done but as usual i have the tendency to ignore them. i'll do whatever needs to be done when the time comes. so far i manage to do my work. it just that i work slowly till it get to people's nerves. the children are being themselves. always testing mummy's patience and i definitely do not have any. sometimes i pity them but i have to be strict coz i'm the only parent that they will grow up with. i don't have the intention to relocate to bintulu. guess the kids n i just have each other.