it has been ages since i last written here. nothing much going on in my life except that my hubby is now away working in bintulu. since he always away from me so i guess that doesn't bother me that much. secretly i'm a bit glad coz if he's around all the time i sometimes feel suffocated. not a very nice feeling indeed. got lots of work need to be done but as usual i have the tendency to ignore them. i'll do whatever needs to be done when the time comes. so far i manage to do my work. it just that i work slowly till it get to people's nerves. the children are being themselves. always testing mummy's patience and i definitely do not have any. sometimes i pity them but i have to be strict coz i'm the only parent that they will grow up with. i don't have the intention to relocate to bintulu. guess the kids n i just have each other.

finished with d kawad kaki daerah. happy that my scouts managed 2 get d 2nd place. now waiting 4 d skool's kawad kaki. can't wait 4 everything 2 be finished. got a course 2 attend 2. pemeriksa ujian lisan muet. mcm mana lak i yg kena. hv 2 go 2 klang 2 attend d course. a town where i avoid going due 2 d jam. well what 2 do. it's work. hope 2 finish typing d question ppr 4 mid yr this wkend. i think i really need a rest.

here i am attending a wedding at my sis in law. had 2 take leave in order 2 b here. 2day suppose 2 b another school day but here i am. not very keen 2 be here but have 2 since this is family. if i'm not here i'm sure there will be lots of questions. ppl just don't understand my nature of work including my own hsb. he just fail 2 understand why i hv lots of work 2 do. why i am at work most saturdays coz other ppl r at home enjoying d weekend. why r there so many books that i brought home. why i seems 2 b typing most of d time. well i did my best 2 explain but it's very hard for him 2 accept it. i bet my other friends i having d same prob. how i wish that my life cld be simpler but this is what i want 2 do regardless how helpless i feel most of d time. kudos 2 all my friends who r teachers!!!

Tired!!!

this is d 1st round of sending d books 4 marking this yr. already passed d dateline. i still haven't send anything yet. i'm so left behind in everything i guess. still trying to finish my work but once i'm home nothing can be done properly. wonder how my friends juggle their work. God help me!!!

Endless Work

it's been quite a while i'm offline. don't hv enough time 2 juggle my work n family. next wk xtra class will start. definitely will be coming home late. fariz app with d ent specialist is also next wk. hopefully he'll be ok. i hv 2 prepare 3 q ppr for d upcoming mid-yr exam. just manage 2 type d cover page. at least i did something for starter. still haven't done anything for d majlis anugerah. hopefully i won't end up doing d work alone coz i'm bad at instructing ppl 2 do their job. in d end i do everything on my own. how i wish i can just tk a break from all these.

1 Week Is Not Enough

d holidays already coming to an end. i still haven't finish d work that i brought home. i'm not feeling well due to cold n dry cough. llife been quite stressful since d beginning of d yr. i hv faith that things will get better soon. hopefully.

holidays!!!!!

2day suppose 2 b d starting of 1 wk school holidays but as usual yours truly had 2 go 2 school 2 oversee the scouts marching practice. then next wk xtra class. where d holidays actually. i still hv 2 finish marking d mthly test. 2 more classes 2 be finished. i brought home d students books 2 be marked but i doubted i can finish it coz my 2 sons will always keep me occupied. whatever it is i'm looking forward 2 spend more time with my children n cook 4 them. probably spoil them a little bit.