blood is thicker than water?????

had been patient for many years but recent event made me think. can i remove this person from my family list?????

sakit hati... geram n all d bad feelings r inside me. unfortunately have no one two share the burden except beloved sis who also had d same feelings. wish i never known this person my entire life. but what to do. we can't pick our family. arghhhhhh.............

it's already coming up to d 6th day of Ramadhan and i yet to break fast with beloved hbby. fortunately fikri never complaint and he couldn't be bothered anyway. as fpr me life goes on as usual. still hvn't finish d 1st verse of holy Quran. felt sleepy by 9 p.m but still manage 2 do terawih on my own.

anyway my little bro promise 2 come 2moro. at least he remembers his big sis. been yrs that we sat 2gether to break fast. how time flies!!!

finally beloved hbby send email 2 d website n had cause quite a commotion at work. am i happy abt it? 50 - 50 i would say coz he was actually right in certain aspects but what he meant 2 say had been misunderstood by d higher boss. i understand why my beloved send it but d boss failed 2 understand. for what it's worth i'm happy 2 know that my other half actually aware of my situation.

Simen lagi!!!

well!!! ingat faiz blh buka simen but end up kena pakai lg 1 bln. have 2 bear with it. nasib ler. anak sendiri. semua ni dugaan dariNya. sikit saja. orang lain lagi byk dugaan.

saps not zaps!!!

yeah!!! lucky us a group of nazir will be coming next monday. everyone is on their toes to finish everything on time n yours truly don't even know what to do. just follow d flow. we do all d hard work n other people will get the glory.

as if that's not enough now we have 'saps' to be completed within 2 weeks if i'm not mistaken. have to key in all the students' marks from the beginning. of course we can do it anywhere at anytime we like but if the website is congested????? of course the marks will be lost somewhere online, just like what happened to me this evening. does anyone care? not really. that's your job. do it!!!!

if only i have other options!!! should i ask for a transfer???? something to ponder on for d entire week.........

Long Hiatus

It's been a long time since i check my own blog. many things had happened. my eldest already entered school. he's already in year 2. my second son going to turn 4 this year. how time flies. already celebrated my 9th year of marriage. really how time flies. already lost my father in law. so many things had happened. whatever it is i just have to be strong for the sake of my children.

life at work is not getting better with the new bosses but i adore n love most of my colleagues. i survived the days at work because of those who are close to me. this already early may and i'm extremely exhausted of work. seem i seldom have the weekend free. eagerly waiting for the upcoming 2 weeks of holidays.

wish life could be easier but thats the way it is. so just bear with it and go with the flow.

this is old news actually. in conjunction of my 36th birthday i had 2 birthday party surprises. d 1st one by my neighbour who also d kids babysitter. she took all d trouble 2 cook 4 me n also order cake 2 celebrate d auspicious day. quite embarassing actually since d other neighbours keep on give remarks on how "old" i am 2 hv a birthday celebration. anyway i was quite touch by her kindness since my hubby not around.
d next day my entire 5sc1 manage 2 fool me with their superb acting; muaz and zufar that is. actually i was about 2 cry when amirah told me that both of them were fighting. many bad things conjured up in my mind. so glad that it was only acting. i'm deeply touch with d work that they done in order to celebrate my birthday. thanx 2 d masterminds: nadra n nur aina. even though i always nag all of u but deep down inside me i treat all of u as my children. i wish all of u d best in ur future undertakings. i'll treasure d moment that i spend trying 2 educate all of u 2 become better individuals.